still inactive.
but thinking about making this acc into a shared acc
where multiple people can share their work, if that makes sense. Although, I don't have anyone to share it with. (still deciding on this btw)

and will be until I get my things together

I truly wanted to say that it wasn't your fault, but I was unable to do so. I've never had a different view of you. Even if we don't communicate much and there seems to be a distance between us, I still see you as a friend (in fact, one of the best friends I had).I value the time we spent together today. I would always look forward to opening discord and speaking with you every day. The highlight of my uninteresting and dull school life was connecting with you and everyone else; t made managing my life easier.Despite the fact that I still wanted to remain friends with you (I still do tbh), I have to respect your decision. Please realize that nothing was your fault. I wish you success in all that you pursue in life. I wish you luck in finding friends who are less closed off and more receptive, who will always be at your side, and of course, who have the same level of enthusiasm, passion, and energy as you.
(I know it's been literal months since you've sent that message, but I had to get it of my chest somehow)

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